tchou tchou friday

music: Homeland - flood

I'm home alone and I'm sick and the apartment's really dirty and there's no food home, except from potatoes in all different kinds.

well, since it was so dirty I decided to get up and do some cleaning, but I had a little accident with the vaccumcleaner. when I was cleaning the floors the vaccumcleaner broke and I ended up trying to fix it, but since I'm very bad with those technical things, it didn't go to well. So I just had to try to vaccum the floors with a broken vaccumcleaner. It turned out a disaster and I won't ever clean the floors again, ever!

Since they opened up the arcade for the season, my addiction to DDR (dance dance revolution) has grown very strong. I dance almost 5 times every day or until I can't manage to move my legs anymore. I can't decide weather it's a good addiction or a bad one.
pros:
I do some exercise
It's fun
I meet new nice people

cons:
It costs me alot of money
I ruin all my socks
You'll get sweaty
You exercise

oh, well, I guess i'm of to the arcade later on this evening anyway.
but, hey, It's friday!

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panda, papapanda, kopanda!

and I got a mixtape and some candy in the mail today <3

we are all as crazy as Crazy Rick

music: I don't feel like listening to any music, but I'm playing everything I can find

It's such a bad thing that I haven't been writing in a while, but I've been in Värmland. To get to Värmland you have to go by train for atleast 6 hours. I went together with some friends to visit another friend (the Dwarf). Okay this is the worst excuse for not writing ever since I only stayed there for about 6 days. But we had some fun, but mostly I just wanted to kill someone. It was lucky for them we had the forest right outside the door so anytime I feelt really angry, I could go away and be angry in the woods.

It's nice to be home, but now everyone has gone to Hultsfred for the festival and wont be back in another 3 days. So now my days are all the same. I wake up, take my driving lessons, go to the library and read for some hours and then I go to the arcade to play DDR.

oh, now I have to bake some cookies!

obsessions

music: happy happy birthday to me vol. 3

current obsessions: my hair (it have grown so long I can do funny things with it and now I need to cut my fringe, yay.), knitting (Im knitting a pink/red striped scarf right now), aprils - twinkle of a star, little stars, shining stars (going on repeat almost all the time) and http://www.vecka.nu (since I never know what week it is right now, it's 21)

weekends in the park

music: homeland - venetian blind (on repeat)

I haven't had the strenght to write. I still don't really have, but It's coming back. And today Im going to do all the things I haven't done these past weeks and It will be so nice.

After work at the library this friday I wen't home to Marcus and we rode our bikes all the way to Ylwa and watched some films (The Ring and The Shining) with her and Mimmi. It was great and since it was the second time I saw both film, I didn't get afraid.
Saturday was a busy day. First I went to see my grandmother and then I visited my mothers sister. It was such a sunny day so I went to Folkets Park and sat on the lawn and watched the people and the fairway and played Pokémon on the gameboy and when I got tierd of that I tried to learn some more Japanese. Two house later I meet Marcus and Daniel beacurse Marcus had to lend Daniel his shoes (thet're going to appear on Daniel's club Popscene's poster). Then me and Marcus bought icecream and wandered around Möllan. It felt really good and when we walked outside the recordshop Rundgång we noticed alot of people sitting outside and standing inside the shop. As we went to see what was going on we noticed that Dennis Driscoll played some songs there so we stayed and watched and listened. Behind us stood a really nice boy who smiled at us all the time. we smiled back and he smiled even wider. oh, how we love him, but we didn't dare to say hi to him. Afterwards we stalked him and I wish we'll see him again so I could atleast say hi to him.
Every good day should atleast contain a stalking and some good music.
Then we spent the evening in the park.
Yesterday me, Mimmi and Ylwa had a picknick in the park, but the weather was so grey and it got cold so soon so we hurried inside and had a cup of tea.

Today Im going to:

• make a record for Johannes
• make a mixtape for Daniel
• take my driving lesson
• draw some more (yesterday I found my old drawing diary and started to draw in it again)

there are probaby more things I should do, but I don't think I'll manage to finish all the things I already told myself to do today.

24h

music: Nixon

I want to listen to Nixon until I die, because I feel so sad and nothing can ever make me happy, not even Nixon and not anyone.

the only thing I can think about clearly is Daniel's 24hour cartoon about the nice boy with the nice sneakers and the bowlingball and the teapot. And mostly I think about the nice girl that says: "We have the same sneakers. Let's change sneakers and If your's fit me, I'll kiss you".

so much happened today, but Im too much in a hurry to write about them all

music: Photobooth

"If I wanted to go to Rome by car, would you build a bridge from here to there?"

I got a postcard from my classmates whom all are on a classtrip in Rome, and oh, how I miss them. And I almost wish I was there with them, but thankfully they'll be back home again tomorrow and I won't be so lonely as I feel right now.

the highway-bandits will bring you down

music: Handsome Train (I want you to know)

hey, It's been a while since lats. I'm so sorry. I've been up to so much, well, no I haven't.

My parents went abroad and left me home with the cats, my class also went abroad and left me home since I didn't have the money to join them and I wont pay so much money to spend time with my stupid class. So, I've been home with my cats and I got a visit from stockholm.
The waether has been so nice and we've been riding our bikes all over town and back again, going to the artgallery, taking photographs, taking the train to Copenhagen, playing air-hockey, having a picnic and going to a club called Understanding which plays northernsoul, garage rock and pop, at Inkonst. Oh, how I love Inkonst. And I actually danced alot and I'm s proud of myself.

Other things I've been doing is finishing #3 of our fanzine. It's called Not unless round is funny and is written in swedish, but If you feel like having a copy, just email your adress to notunlesroundisfunny@hotmail.com. I've also been working at the library and taking my driving lessons and I started to drive on the motorway. Everything nowadays makes me think of the 4th of july spectacular tape. love. tchou.

One thing I've been thinking alot about is that when I was little my mother used to fool me in a cute sort of way to make me happy, but my father always fooled and fools me in evil ways.
Once when I was about 6 years old, I read that clams could make pearls, so when me and my mother went to the beach one summer day, I brought home a clam with me. I put the clam inside a waterfilled glassjar and waited. I waited and waited and after some weeks I found a pearl inside it and I was so happy.
I did never undertsnad that my mother had fooled me, but it doesn't matter now.

and one more happy thing is that my polaroidcamera actually works.

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