weekends in the park

music: homeland - venetian blind (on repeat)

I haven't had the strenght to write. I still don't really have, but It's coming back. And today Im going to do all the things I haven't done these past weeks and It will be so nice.

After work at the library this friday I wen't home to Marcus and we rode our bikes all the way to Ylwa and watched some films (The Ring and The Shining) with her and Mimmi. It was great and since it was the second time I saw both film, I didn't get afraid.
Saturday was a busy day. First I went to see my grandmother and then I visited my mothers sister. It was such a sunny day so I went to Folkets Park and sat on the lawn and watched the people and the fairway and played Pokémon on the gameboy and when I got tierd of that I tried to learn some more Japanese. Two house later I meet Marcus and Daniel beacurse Marcus had to lend Daniel his shoes (thet're going to appear on Daniel's club Popscene's poster). Then me and Marcus bought icecream and wandered around Möllan. It felt really good and when we walked outside the recordshop Rundgång we noticed alot of people sitting outside and standing inside the shop. As we went to see what was going on we noticed that Dennis Driscoll played some songs there so we stayed and watched and listened. Behind us stood a really nice boy who smiled at us all the time. we smiled back and he smiled even wider. oh, how we love him, but we didn't dare to say hi to him. Afterwards we stalked him and I wish we'll see him again so I could atleast say hi to him.
Every good day should atleast contain a stalking and some good music.
Then we spent the evening in the park.
Yesterday me, Mimmi and Ylwa had a picknick in the park, but the weather was so grey and it got cold so soon so we hurried inside and had a cup of tea.

Today Im going to:

• make a record for Johannes
• make a mixtape for Daniel
• take my driving lesson
• draw some more (yesterday I found my old drawing diary and started to draw in it again)

there are probaby more things I should do, but I don't think I'll manage to finish all the things I already told myself to do today.